Isn't it not possible, that

1. "Reality/presence" is "chaotic dark" (all vague defined) and/but "irrational".
2. "Determinism/Time" is the process which "unfolds" "chronological consitency", which is (consistently, but) NOT-rational.

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But My concern is, that "we" are very sort of rational so inconsistent with time/chronology/determinism... that's it.

Don't thank not-you! (If you give me "answer", I give u sort of "name of all names"...if you give me "no-answer", then welcome, bro! ..., please tag correct, I'm layman)