Quick comes, quick goes!

First pic was my peak, last pic its my todays. Heres my story: Started trading and took a couple of losses & i got mad at the game and then I actually started trading & dedicated myself to the grind & look at trends and follow every single piece of info thats out there day n night, started going with the trend and took big risks to gain big profits (some of the gains attached, so does some big losses), but then eventually little by little i started going downtrend, i wasnt in the game anymore. Man I wish I